Wtf. Damn angry cos my laptop suddenly restarted everything by itself. It has been lagging for days and today it just decided to erase all my memory in this lappie. So now, all my photos are gone (just when i am about to buy a hard disk drive to store it all) 1000+ photos since like dont know how many years ago ahhhh damn upset now. But luckily i developed a few already and there are still some in my camera (which is also spoilt). Omg. And all my documents also, especially dance admin stuff. Luckily I step down already so not so bad. Omg, cant wait for my sis to get back from malaysia so she can try help me retrieve the files.

After jcts, I need to send my camera for repair, buy a new laptop (k that will be next week).

And currently, I feel like I'm not pushing myself hard enough yet. So far, I've done 6 chem chapts, 2 math chapts, 2 bio chapts and 2 econs chapt. A far cry from what I planned. Lagging behind my schedule for days now and it's really time to pull up my socks. Thank you joyce and jolene for spurring me on yst, you guys are right, I still have this coming week to prove myself that hey, i really can do it. I need to start believing, and just keeping going.

Denise choo, keep going strong and keep fighting on!!!